May 5, 2008

And Every Day Is the Right Day


A dear friend wrote to me today about walking without fear into the unknown, and her words reminded me of one of my all time favorite songs:

Fearless

You say the hill's too steep to climb,
Climb it!
You say you'd like to see me try,
Climb it!
You pick the place and I'll choose the time
And I'll climb
The hill in my own way
just wait a while, for the right day
And as I rise above the treeline and the clouds
I look down hear the sound of the things you said today
Fearlessly the idiot faced the crowd, smiling
Emotionless the magistrate turns 'round, frowning
and who's the fool who wears the crown
Go down in your own way
And everyday is the right day
And as you rise above the fearlines in the frown
You look down
Hear the sound of the faces in the crowd
-Pink Floyd, Meddle

I just love this song. The mellow tempo totally befits the uplifting words...
and as you rise above the fearlines in the frown...

Feeling strong and intrepid today.

I think we may have picked a charity as well. There is a battered women's shelter here in town which runs a store like Goodwill to benefit the shelter, but the kicker for me, is that the women of the shelter are able to take things, which they need for a new life, free of charge from the store.
Awesome.

When I was 8 years old my mother, sister and I lived in such a shelter during the literal coldest winter in Texas history. My sister did not have a winter coat and the shelter provided her with one.
I can also clearly remember the bliss of forgetting the pain when they took us to see a real live play! It was December, right before Christmas, and I will never forget it.

This feels so very right.

I spent many years running from whence I came. Head down, charging forward, throwing anything that I could between myself and that place in life. The fear was too great to see it clearly. I am finally living without fear and am realizing that I do not need anything (most especially material things) between myself and the world...past or future.
It feels so very right to unload that baggage, which now seems heavy to me, and pass it to one who does need it now.

This feels like a rebirth and who needs anything but their birthday suit for that?

4 comments:

Moss and Pixie said...

Hello !
This is Pixie from Enchanted Gypsy. I just wanted to say thank you for the kind write up on your blog and the sweet email. I emailed you back at both email addresess.

I am so excited for you and your beautiful family for having the courage and wisdom to live your dreams. I will be a regular reader and I put a link to you guys on our blog.If there is any way we can help please dont hesitate to email us.

We will most likely be going to the gathering this year as well and would love to meet up with you ! Look for our big green bus...

Love n Light ~ Pixie, Moss, Sage and the Flock...

amanda said...

Ooooh, I love that song. I'm looking forward to reading about your journey :)

pecosita818 said...

ohmigod, i remember that. crazy, how certain memories stick with you for your whole life, and other (most of them for me) are just gone. but i remember that winter coat, and that play.... correct me if i am wrong, but was it frosty the snowman?? i remember that we werent supposed to tell dad where we were staying, but i was so excited about my coat that i told him that i got the coat from the shelter and then you and mom were like NO. hmmm.... anyways, two more days till the end of the semester! love, me

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