Hot Fun in the Summertime

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Yesterday, on our way through Minnesota, we had the pleasure of crossing paths with Sara, Matt, and Bella of the Live Lightly Tour!
The kids had a blast riding their bikes, painting and swimming and we got to chat about life on the road, blogging, fuel economizing, dredlocks and other such fun things.
The LLT is running on straight veggie oil with a 150 gallon tank and we are green with envy ;-) Free fuel would change our whole existence! Sara is also a raw food fanatic and I'm wishing that I had had more time to pick her brain about raw fooding on the road. We were doing fairly well with our raw/cooked food ratio before we left Austin, but have really tipped the scales toward cooked since we've been moving. Sadly, our blender bit the dust in Detroit Lakes which puts another barrier up. :-p

Our Friends Sweet Cafe Bus - Birdsong Cafe - at 10KLF





Members of some of the Jam bands set up in front of Birdsong for an impromptu concert



A shower, campfire, and a swim in the lake later and we had to give the nomadic "Till next time!" good-bye, but, with any luck, we'll be hitting the road for New England in September with LLT and will have plenty of time to swap info.

We rolled into Minneapolis in the early evening and made a trip to The Wedge co-op; one of the many co-ops and organic/natural foods grocers in Minneapolis. We, again, were surprised to see how much the organic food options in Austin were lacking by comparison. This was another whole foods grocer who stocked almost entirely organic/all-natural produce and groceries. Their prices were very reasonable and, despite our very low funds, we were able to get all of the things we needed to make the trip into Wisconsin.















Quinn, Yasha, Judah, Ari and Ezra on trash duty at 10KLF

Today we left the Minneapolis area after taking a friend, on his way home to Austria, to the airport and have made it into NW Wisconsin where we are drooling over all the sweet corn and road-side fruit and veggie stands.

Without a working AC we are HOT HOT HOT, but getting by with plenty of ice-cold water, juicy fruits and some Squirrel Nut Zippers....and the appreciation for not being in Texas with no AC!

Sadly, despite our RV situation, we still owe $1000 on it and will be paying out the first week in August. Since our floor is rotting out, ripping out the flooring and replacing plumbing takes priority over getting a new AC, so it's going to be a pretty sweaty month working inside the vehicle in August without air. It seems we've bought a bit of a lemon, but whaddya gonna do? When the going gets tough....

So, if you're in Wisconsin and want to come by to say "Hi!", help out, or introduce us to the Wisconsin hippie scene, we're here! Drop us a line!



The Whole Gang in front of Birdsong at 10KLF


Heck...drop us a line no matter where you are! We want to hear from you!

xoxo

Living Quotes

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We're here at the 10K Lakes Festival in Minnesota and I honestly cannot imagine life getting better than this. This life and the people I am so privilaged to share it with are so beautiful that I cannot even feel down about the state of our RV.

For those keeping track, we are without a furnace, we have no hot water, the fridge is working only so-so, the power converter box is making a buzzing noise, the oven doesn't work and now the A/C isn't cooling. We have also discovered that we cannot run our generator because it sets off the carbon monoxide detector. The water tank has a slow leak that has caused hidden rotting of the floor, meaning we will have to essentially gut the RV to fix the floor.

BUT :-) over a thousand dollars worth of repairs and I think our engine is running well now LOL

Ah, it is just too much to be anything but comical. ;-p

It is what it is, so we will likely be replacing our vehicular home this month. Ouch.

That being said, everything will work out and we are going to use it as an oportunity to build our own home, from the floor up, by converting a bus. We have now had the opportunity to hang out in 6 of our friends' buses, taking in tips, ideas, plans and good working knowledge and are feeling excited about the prospect.

Speaking of friends... I have woken up, three days in a row now, telling Jeff how truly blessed I feel to be sharing my life with the incomperably beautiful souls surrounding us. Josh, Shallyn, Joshua, Mark, Aaron, Sylvia, Matt, Jenn, Naomi, Jason....we love you.

There is something about nomadic people that allows us to build poetically deep rooted, imensly intimate friendships in an incredibly short amount of time. Perhaps it's less about the nomad life and more about the kind of soul attracted to the life...I'm not sure, but whatever it is...whatever it is...it makes everything okay. Actually, it makes everything incomprehensibly perfect.


Today we have helped make zip lines for the kids, helped in a mobile cafe, danced to George Clinton and P.Funk, oogled Quinn's first tooth fairy exchange, had fried peanut butter, honey and banana sandwiches topped with whipped cream and served with a cold-brewed coffee drink called a Toddy (which we dubbed the Naughty Toddy Combo), met some fans, were gifted with some Equal Exchange coffee and Fair Trade clothes, went swimming the most beautiful lake with a great beach, had hours of discussion on some of our favorite topics (enlightenment, nutrition, healing, Alex Grey, Fair Trade, music...) and shhhh don't tell our Fun but we got a good amount of work done too. It seems like too much to fit in one day, and yet every night we go to bed charged and wake up ready.

There are difficult times to be sure. There are challenges, but the challenges...those are why we did this.

Here's some fun for you...

Anyone know the source of this quote: "A state of grace is that kind of balance with which you ride the chaos that you find around you. It's not a matter of resolving the chaos, because there's something arrogant and war-like about putting the world in order. It's a matter of riding the contours of the world as you encounter them."

A long lost friend sent an email today with a very fitting Alice In Wonderland quote at the end:

"Tut, tut, Child," said the Dutchess. "Everything's got a moral, if only you can find it."

I think I like this one as much as my long time favorite:

Alice laughed. "There's no use trying," she said: "one can't believe impossible things." "I daresay you haven't had much practice," said the Queen. "When I was your age, I always did it for half-an-hour a day. Why, sometimes I've believed as many as six impossible things before breakfast.

As Good As It Gets?

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We're in Minnesota with our friends Josh and Shallyn and their two beautiful boys. It's good to see them all again and I can't help but feel amused with myself about being sad before. We have not been but two days without friends, and have said good-bye to each set of friends several times now, only to catch up with others a day or two later.

I feel very blessed in knowing that any direction we turn in has friends waiting for us.
Today we are in a really nice RV park, outside of Detroit Lakes, waiting for the gates to open to the 10,000 Lakes Festival while our friends ready their kitchen bus for vending at the festival.
It's quite the bus! It's a work in progress, but so far they have this really cool rubber floor that looks just like wood with a second story welded on in the form of an old VW bus. I'll take pictures today and try to pick up a cord to get them posted up tonight.

Yesterday we scored on some awesome raw milk from an organic farm about 30 minutes from here. The gallon is half gone already! Yum!
We've been really missing it, and were so pleased to also get three large bricks of raw colby-jack and two large balls of herbed mozzarella, in addition, all for less than $19.

Today we're going to finish up our laundry and look at pulling up the carpet where we have the water leak. The park has two really great playgrounds, a rec hall, and a lot of children around, so our kiddos are having a blast (again) and I'm enjoying some down time to write and read and think. :-)

I have several people waiting for a book proposal and a sample chapter and I have been too busy to get beyond my notes. I think we are all starting to look at the upcoming time in Wisconsin as a sort of vacation within a vacation LOL
Quinn is going to take a martial arts class and spend plenty of time with Grandma (who lives in a town where, unlike Austin, the children still play outside in great numbers).
I'm looking forward to making all of the repairs to the RV, turning my notes into a proposal and taking a dance class of some kind. I think I'd really like to take a swing class, but salsa, nia and samba all interest me as well.

Part of me is so busy looking forward to everything that I have to remind myself to just be and enjoy where we are. It feels a little like going to Disney World and wanting to do everything on the first day and not being able to decide what to do first. ;-p

We have friends waiting for us in Oregon, Idaho, California, Vancouver, Virginia, Vermont, New York, Maine, Florida, Michigan... There are some organic gardens and farms we really want to see and family too...to say nothing of the sights belonging to our country. I'm really excited about checking out more museums, monuments and parks as well. There is so much to see and do and so many people, whom we love, to visit with that I think we could easily get attached to life on the road. It has been awesome to talk to all of the other road families too and compare notes, and tips, and ideas. We've come across a couple of road communities as well...like modern day Gypsy bands ;-) that we could so easily settle into.

Since we've been on the road I have watched the kids imaginations and skills grow in leaps and bounds. The toys we have on board go unused in lieu of better games such as learning to climb trees, balance on log fences and building cities out of sticks, rocks and other such found items.

Quinn's reading and writing is improving so quickly that I'm finding myself making up "worksheets" for him to devour and yesterday I overheard him explaining to his friend the difference between light and pigment!! "All colors mixed together in pigment make black, but all colors mixed together in light makes white!" Awesome.

Off to go soak up a chapter in Hazrat Inayat Khan's book The Art of Being and Becoming
before taking the kids down to the lake for some fishing. I am really digging this book.

Tomorrow- 10,000 Lakes Festival!!

More Pictures

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Here are a few more Ben Sklar pictures for you:


I think these are both from the West Texas portion of our journey.







This is the Lamesa rainbow, I believe.

Mountains, Meadows and Montana

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We bathed in a mountain stream in Yellowstone. :-D
I kept seeing these beautiful, clean mountain rivers and streams and thinking about how much I'd like to have a shower (our hot water heater doesn't work-nor does our furnace-burrrr)
so I asked Jeff to stop when there was parking near reasonably shallow water. Finally we saw Warm Creek off of Beartooth Highway and stopped.

Picturesque.

It was at the foot of a mountain in a pretty meadow (those seem to be in abundance here;-)
We changed into our swimsuits and headed down to the icy water. Whew! Burrrr! It was so cold that after a minute it became a little painful and you had to get out to warm up, but with the hot sun it was so refreshing and fun and the whole scene was pretty distracting.

Nichola squealed and ran back and forth across the river rocks in ankle deep water while Quinn played at getting muddy and washing it off.

I braved a huge log that was straddling the rushing water down stream in order to lie down and dip my hair in for a wash. We all came out happy, rejuvenated and CLEAN. Jeff even noticed a strong baby powdery scent on our skin.

We hopped in the RV as the clouds blotted out the warmness of the sun and the rain followed the temperature drop. Clean, dry and hungry I whipped up some grilled cheese sandwiches before we hit the road again toward Montana.

In Montana we scaled another mountain pass, cresting at almost 11,000 feet, and stopping at the top for a romp in the snow. We let the dogs and kids go and took in the utterly amazing view of mountains, meadows, lakes, rivers, flowers, snow and incredible valleys. The exploring the area and Jeff and Quinn followed to do some rock climbing. Neeka and I headed back to the RV to make some coffedogs were in heaven; rolling in, running through, and eating the snow. The ran over the hills and rocks,e and hot cocoa and fill the dogs dishes with food and water.

As the water boiled I set the dishes out for the dogs and the meandered back as I chatted with a man about ancestry, diet and health.

Finally, the cold drove us inside to the steamy, creamy drinks, the dogs piled up on the sofa and we hopped in our seats, sipping our drinks adn heading down the mountainside.

Pictures For You

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Here are some photos for you, taken by the amazing Ben Sklar who also took the photos of us that appeared in the Times article:


This one is a view of the landscape coming into New Mexico from Lubbock Texas









Here are a few of us taken during an hour of being stuck on a NM highway which was temporarily shut down.











The kids had fun checking out the new landscape and seeing all the people in and out of their cars. The desert flowers were totally awesome in a prehistoric, prickly sort of way...











In Lamesa, TX, after we were chased out of the San Angelo SP by the crazy woman, we found this tiny, ancient, free RV park and pulled in just in time to get soaked by a storm. Their electricity was out, but the storm cooled us off and we got by without the AC. The rainbows afterward were awesome. Speaking of which, we've seen so many rainbows since we've been on the RV that I've lost count...

Saying Goodbye and Finding Myself

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With our RV finally running properly, we parted ways with our friends Matt and Jenn. I felt surprised by the sting of tears in my eyes. I felt a pull in my heart, the strength of which was unexpected and I watched them pull away with a confused feeling in the pit of my tummy. I had thought about this and felt that we were making the right, logical, decision to head to Wisconsin to regroup and make all the repairs to our RV. I think what I didn't realize until now was that our friends and travel routine have begun to be our home. The kids and I both had tears as we pulled away from the auto parts store home that we had been sharing with our friends.

The period of transition is getting farther and farther behind us and a new reality, an new home, an new life is starting to feel broken in and comfortable; expected and anticipated. The fear has worn off of the newness of everything, and I am fully realizing that not only is this exactly what I wanted and more, but I know how to do this!

A coyote just jogged down the middle of the road toward our RV!
It was bigger than the other coyotes I have seen in TX, and shaggy with its coat half blown and hanging in clumps from the summer shed.
There is something so different about a wild animal. You can see it, but not put your finger on it. I've seen buffalo many times before, but there is a depth and realness to those boldly stopping traffic as the cross the road that I have never seen in a captive animal.

I wonder to myself if that domesticated flatness can be erased from my appearance. Can I gain that aura...that 3D, real, wild beauty?

Quinn and I laid in a meadow in Yellowstone today, just the other side of a river from some buffalo, and stared at the clouds and mountains while we talked about erosion, flowers, poop and wild vs. domesticated animals. It was awesome.
Then when we hit the road again we saw a bear meandering her way through the grass!
Yep, bears, elk, pronghorn, moose, buffalo, coyotes and wolves. We've seen them all now.
This is quite seriously the best thing I've ever done.
;-) I highly recommend it.

Food On the Road

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Yesterday

Breakfast : Organic plain yogurt mixed with raw, unfiltered honey and previously frozen berries

Lunch: Sandwiches made on toasted, sprouted grain bread with organic, all natural turkey breast, organic raw milk cheddar cheese, org. cherry tomatoes, org. spinach, org. dill pickles, org. red onion slivers, organic Dijon mustard and a bowl of butternut squash soup

Dinner: Thunderheart Bison tacos made with org. sundried tomatoes, org. fresh garlic and org. onion, on sprouted corn tortillas, topped with org. shredded collard greens, raw jack style cheese, and organic salsa. Re-hydrated organic refried beans with bell peppers

Today

Breakfast: Dried fruit, sprouted nuts and kombucha

Lunch: leftover tacos turned taco salad

Dinner: Salad of org. spinach, collards and lettuce topped with org. cherry tomatoes, org cucumbers, org shredded carrots, org slivered red onion, leftover julienned zucchini, and a little cast iron grilled, organic NY strip steak, sliced nice and thin. Tossed with a homemade dressing of olive oil, sun-dried tomatoes, garlic, balsamic vinegar, rosemary and thyme.

Tomorrow

Breakfast: lacto-fermented whole oats, cooked over a double boiler and sweetened with maple syrup, raisins, ghee and cinnamon

Lunch: leftover butternut squash soup with garlic cheese toast

Dinner: Thunderheart Bison patty melts on sprouted grain bread, toasted with ghee and topped with organic pepper jack cheese, organic salsa, organic pickles and organic onions.

Dessert: Berries drizzled with chocolate sauce made of organic raw cocoa powder mixed with raw unfiltered honey.

Yum. ;-D

We've been on the road for almost two months and have always been able to find enough organic foods (even in the most remote areas) to get by and keep our ideals.

Tricks: keep it simple by picking your staples wisely. We always keep organic ground beef, Thunderheart bison and Applegate organic deli meats in the freezer with our frozen berries, chopped and frozen veggies, and sprouted grain breads.
In our fridge we always have organic produce and bricks of organic raw milk cheeses.
In the pantry we keep dried foods like sun dried tomatoes, beans, fruit, hummus, falafel, soup mixes, nuts, seeds, etc. We also keep glass jarred tomato products, boxed soups and whole grains in the unused microwave. :-)

We keep our leftovers as well as a raw food cookbook for those times when we don't feel like cooking and try to treat ourselves to things like hot cocoa or Rupunzel chocolate pieces to keep down the urge to splurge.
It usually works ;-)

Today it was pretty hot, so of course I'm dreaming of making chili. I don't know why, but I always seem to make a big pot on the hottest day of the year. I like to add beer, chocolate, cilantro, kidney beans, sauteed celery and chipotle to mine. Then I top it off with cheddar cheese and serve it over elbow noodles, but I'm weird...

What do you put in your chili?

A Little Help From Our Friends

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Okay...I didn't really die of dysentery LOL I'm still here!

It's been a crazy week and this is the first net access I've had. Oy!

Let's see...our fridge died for three days, our motor died and we spent another few days living in the parking lot of an auto parts store (too bad that $ we spent to have our carb fixed didn't actually cover fixing the carb ;-p ), our water tank seems to have sprung a leak and is soaking the RV floor, our newly fixed fridge is now blowing it's pilot light intermittently and burning the wires....

I think I already said this, but...Oy!!
But, we've also seen the indescribable beauty of Yellowstone, climbed another mountain, and watched the rocky mountains of Montana give way to the grassy buttes of North Dakota.
Quinn and Neeka have seen more park and play time than ever before as well as a few museums and enough laughing to fall down by.

Our life is rather like a favorite movie these days; always exciting, never boring, filled with adventure, lessons, beautiful scenery, a never ending parade of incredibly interesting friends, a lot of comedy, a little drama and always a theme of love. Yes, it is great.

Some weeks ago, feeling a bit lonely, I asked for friends to travel with and we haven't been alone since. It's difficult to explain the unique pleasure of traveling with friends, or the immense gratitude I feel when we have understanding friends loving on us through our trials.

I'm not sure if I got a chance to tell you this, but we got stuck in the mud in the middle of the forest in Wyoming on our way to the Gathering.
We had friends, whom we picked up on the way, with us and after four hours, a thousand mosquito bites and every bright idea exhausted we sat with our friends, telling stories, eating a great dinner and having that deep feeling that every thing was great.
By the time Search and Rescue stumbled upon us (totally by accident) we were well fed, relaxed and ga-ga eyed over the unimaginably beautiful spot we would have missed had we not gotten stuck.

The scene was so magnificent that, as a group, we couldn't agree on an adjective to describe it, and instead took to nameing all the details; snow capped mountains with a purple hue against an impossibly blue sky complete with billowy white clouds. The RV was stuck in a meadow of easter grass green so filled with wild flowers that there was a rainbow effect on the ground and it looked to perfect to be real. Little speckled rocks poked up here and there throughout the meadow and Aspen and Pine trees surrounded us on all sides. I kid you not, you could hear a small brook somewhere nearby and the song birds gave way to the funny chattering of Ravens as the sun started to set and it began to rain.

Then, just as our words turned to take notice of the hour and wonder if we'd be spending the night, or whether the rain would deepen our predicament, we heard a vehicle coming and couldn't help but hoop and jump when we recognized the Search and Rescue truck. They were out looking for someone else and discovered our silly stuck butts just in time to pull us out and get us on the road with enough time to pull into the Gathering adn set up, complete with awning and fire pit, before dark.

Beautiful.

I am so glad we got stuck in the mud.

I've also got a camera and some pictures to share as soon as I get a cord to get the pics onto the computer! ;-)

And Then I Died of Dysentery. The End.

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Okay, it wasn't Dysentery, but that sounded so dramatic didn't it?

In reality, it was pretty dramatic though. In the late afternoon of the Fourth, following the main circle meditation, I started to feel pretty ill. We went to bed in our tent around sundown and sometime in the middle of the night I woke up trying to figure out if I was going to throw up or not. Then my attention turned to the question of whether I needed to find a bathroom immediately or not. Then finally (and this is all in a matter of seconds mind you) to whether or not I could get out of the tent before my body gave out on me.

In a pouring sweat I stumbled to the tent door, but realized that my hands wouldn't work and I could not get the zipper to open. I swung my arm in the direction of Jeff's foot and luckily caught him in a light sleep...I don't think I could've swung again. I tried to tell him that I was sick, couldn't get the door, hot, needed outside, but I think all that came out was something to the effect of, "Sick...out...now...NOOOOOW."

From this point it's a little sketchy to me. I entered into some feverish state where it did not matter that I was lying in the fetal position on the forest floor with no pants, surrounded on all sides by sickness. My body was determined to rid itself of some toxin by all means available, as quickly as possible. All the while the feverish beat from the distant drum circle seemed to match my feeling as well as lend a frightening feverish death in the jungle movie sort of feeling to the situation.

I fainted once, or possibly twice, waking up at some point to find myself alone and near to convulsing with the combination of extreme illness and 40 degree temperatures in the Wyoming mountain forest. I tried to get up, but couldn't. I was terrified and couldn't remember where Jeff was or exactly where I was in relation to our tent.
I knew that there were tents all around me so I began calling for help, "Can anybody hear me? I need help."
Finally a voice came asking me where I was. I didn't know how to answer and can't really remember what happened then because the wave of sickness began to come on again.

Friends, in case you have ever wondered to yourself, "Self, I do wonder what it should be like to have vomiting and loss of bowel control in the arms of a perfect stranger." I am here to tell you. I cannot recommend it.

However, to whomever belonged those sweet words, warm blankets and cradling arms, I am forever thankful.
The rest is a bit unclear to me. I was told that it was between four and six hours I spent out there. At some point Neeka woke up, there were many voices, Jeff was returned, I had questions but couldn't speak...

I do clearly recall hearing the sweet, calm voice of Grandpa Woodstock and the peace that came over me when I realized that he was there with me, telling people what to do.
I recall his gravelly, whispery voice as he doubled the blankets over me, laid down next to me and breathed hot air under the blankets to stop the near convulsive shaking that I was experiencing. He was telling someone to go to the CALM Medic tent immediately, someone else that I needed more blankets and another to get blankets on the baby.
I think I cried from relief at this point.

I was barely conscious for about 36 hours following that fine experience. None of the medics could agree upon what the cause of this was, only that I was not at all the first or only person to fall victim to it at this Gathering.

I've said a lot about the scary things at the Gathering; Pepper-spray, rubber bullets, tazers, near death experiences, but there were many, many beautiful things too and it is all starting to come back to me now that there is a little distance between us and the whole experience.

I'm feeling the inspiration to write coming over me again and hope that I can get back to regular posting now.
I would love to tell you about the moose that all but looked in our window, being saved by Search and Rescue (before we even got to the Gathering), Grandpa Woodstock and all the other amazing people we met, the awe inspired by bearing witness to the rapid and completely organic growth of a peaceful community....
There was a car running on water, ovens made of barrels and mud turning out hundreds of pizzas and danishes, a three tiered fire pit and somehow Jeff and I became Mid-Gate.

Oh the stories I will tell you ;-)

A Trip Down Memory Lane

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I meant to write tonight, but little teething Neeka has just gone to sleep at a quarter to one and I'm soooo tired.
I checked to see what I had sitting in my drafts folder and found this fun little post:


Once upon a time there was a family who gave away all of their things, bought a house on wheels and hit the road, happily ever after, the end.

Once upon a time there was a family who gave away all of their things, bought a house on wheels and then began living with complete strangers, indefinitely stranded where they began.

Once upon a time there was a sweet little family who lived in a little house in a pretty neighborhood not far from the bustling excitement of the happy little town.
The family was happy too, until one day the Mama became so sick that she could no longer get out of the bed. The family's friends from the happy town showered the family with love and food and The Daddy began to find ways to do his work from home.

And so it began.

In July of 2007, less that one year ago, the symptoms of Fibromyalgia so overwhelmed my body that I was no longer able to walk unassisted, carry our new baby girl or take care of myself and children in any real way. The life of our family shut down.

After 16 years with Fibromyalgia no relief had come of any treatment I had been offered, but once again, I headed to my doctor and begged for help. The answer was, not surprisingly: I'm sorry, we have tried everything there is to try. Here is a prescription to take the edge off the pain. Good luck. Have you looked into alternative therapies?

I went home and tried the prescription for pain. It took 45 minutes to take effect and lasted only 1 hour. I could only take 4 doses a day. Four hours of reduced pain in a day are hardly worth the detrimental side effects of opiate based pain medications.
What's more, is that after a couple of days, the pills stopped producing any relief.

We were already eating mostly organic foods and taking supplements of all kinds. We had tried yoga and physical therapy, but other than that "alternative therapies" was foreign to us.
Acupuncture is the only thing we knew to try so that is where we began.

After some research and questioning around town we were very lucky to find a discounted accupuncture clinic that kept their fees down, and on a sliding scale, by working in volume.
I would just like to take a break from our program to give praise to those who are so interested in opening up the world of alternative medicine to those in need that they do whatever it takes and think outside the box. Inspiring. Truly inspiring...you will see...

Jeff carried each of his family members to our van; me because it would have taken me 5 minutes and many tears to walk there, Neeka because she was only 5 months old and Quinn because his Mama was MIA, he had a new sister, and his world was just plain scary and upside down.
Off we went to the clinic. I was terribly nervous and can hardly recall the experience, but I can remember that the needles themselves did not hurt and what I experienced was nothing like I expected. It was spiritual/psychological/metaphysical. At first I was afraid of the sensation and backed away from it, but realized quickly that backing away was backing myself right into the pain I wanted so badly to escape from. I reminded myself that I had survived five days of unmedicated labor with my daughter by riding the sensation rather than resisting it. So, I tried to employ that same technique.
Voila! It is hard to put to words what happened as it seemed to take place on all levels, physical, visual, mental and something else...higher? Could it be...spiritual...?
Whatever it was it worked. The pain slipped away to a more distant place. A place where it was something separate from me, not me. That day I was able to walk back to the van myself!

more soon....

In response to all the requests for pictures:
We have no camera :*(
So, I'm afraid that unless someone wants to send one to me we will all have to wait until all of the RV repairs are complete before I can afford one ;-p
I don't think I've ever been at a worse point in life to be without a camera! D'oh!

xoxo

Filing Compliants Contact Info

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This is all of the suggested contact points I was given while at the Gathering


minnesotafoxfire@yahoo.com is collecting video footage and statements to file suit.

To file a complaint with:

The US Office of Personnel Management contact: 202-606-1800

Human Resources is Washington
Irv Thomas: 703-605-0827 or 703-605-4740

Fear and Terror at the Gathering

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We are here and alive near Yellowstone National Park today. We fled the Rainbow Gathering yesterday afternoon.

The stories I have to tell you!!

You will hold your breath, cry and laugh hysterically, but I need a day or two to process everything that has happened. Each day held so much excitement and drama that I could fill a book and speak of nothing but the last two weeks.

For today, while we rest and meditate on what we've been through, I need to get some information out.

I placed a call to the Municipal Judge on July 3rd to report the explosion of the terror tactics being employed by the Forest Service.
For any Family members who were witness or victim to any of the incidents at this years Wyoming Gathering, there will be contact information at the end of this post. Statements and video footage are being collected for the ACLU, Family attorneys, and other government organizations. If you have anything to share, please contact one of these individuals or organizations.

Sweet readers, today I am going to leave you with someone else's words while I put everything together in my head and make phone calls.

Abe Yonder writes:

Dear Editor,
I came here to the peace gathering from Georgia and have been enjoying it immensely. I have been thrilled by the vastness of Wyoming and the wide-open spaces, and the clear mountain air. You really do have the most beautiful land I have ever seen. The altitude has made me slow down a bit, but still, it is refreshing--and the beautifully rugged snow capped mountains!
Many things have surprised me about this gathering; the abundance of good food and fresh water, feasting in the wilderness, children happily playing, the music and entertainment. This is the greatest show on earth and it is totally free! The councils are amazing; everyone, anyone, even the children, have a voice in council and are being listened to. It reminds me of a Bible prophecy--"A little child shall lead them"--and this prophecy comes with a promise --"They shall not hurt nor destroy in all my holy mountain!" I have seen this prophecy fulfilled before my own eyes! But the main thing that amazes me is how peaceful and beautiful it really is with s so many people from so many different places and different walks of life. It is amazing to see this many people living in the woods in perfect harmony without fighting or violence.

The only violence I have witnessed was yesterday when I walked back to the Bus Village parking lot. A gray-haired man was dragged from his car and beaten by law enforcement in front of horrified onlookers.
The elderly gentleman was slammed to the ground and kicked with his face in the dirt. He was tazed, handcuffed, and then a tazer-gun was put to his neck and fired point blank. The man appeared to be more than half dead as they loaded him up and took him away.
I asked what had this man done and was told that he had refused to give his ID and consent to a search of his vehicle. I asked to know who are these monsters that can so blatantly violate a man's civil rights in front of a crowd of eyewitnesses and get away with it. No one seems to know.

After the arrest this group of uniformed thugs walked through the Bus Village parking lot with guns drawn as if looking for someone else to abuse. They are not local police. Where the come from I do not know, what they are doing here is not clear.
They are wearing uniforms and driving law enforcement vehicles and K9 units through the Gathering, but they are not being supportive, peaceful or helpful, and it seems to me that their only mission here is to seek out and give tickets to minor law violators and bully the people who are peacefully gathering in this beautiful place. They are most certainly not here as peace keepers or to help this peacefully assembly in anyway.

What I saw in not an isolated incident; they are here in record number, searching people and vehicles, forcing occupants on the ground, dumping out the contents of their packs and supplies, going through kitchens and emptying out their spices, sugar, oatmeal and other containers, dumping everything on the ground, looking for anything they can arrest them for and even searching small children!

Why does gathering in the National Forest on Independence Day to pray for peace present such a threat?

Why have I not seen even one news reporter out here for what must be the biggest event ever to happen in these woods since Jim Bridger swatted his first mosquito?
I would like the local media to come out and get to know and experience this most amazing of all gatherings, and to interview and get personal stories of people who are here, to find out who these law enforcement personnel are and what they are being paid to do.

I am a man in my sixties and I have never seen such an outright abuse of power in front of so many people.
It would take a person from the press to get this information out; to expose these atrocities that are being perpetrated here in the name of law enforcement, and if there is a gag order on the local media it would be good to report that too.

May God bless you with Liberty and Justice for all,

Abe Yonder
yonder@yonderfamily.org

If you witnessed any part of the police action at the 2008 Family Gathering, the ACLU is collecting statements over the next two weeks, and asks that you call the collect at 307-637-4565.

Other contact information will be added shortly. PLEASE check back and PLEASE use this information. We must come together as a people and stand up for our rights. We must flex our rights and power as free people to affect change in this world so that this sort of thing cannot happen. It is up to us to stand up for our selves and our children. No one else can or will.

Never doubt that a small group of thoughtful, committed citizens can change the world. Indeed, it is the only thing that ever has. ~ Margaret Mead

Is this not exactly what the Rainbow Family Gathering is about? Let us, please, not be scattered and confused by the abuse, but rather, let it strengthen our resolve and our bond.

Loving you!

Best Places in America

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Okay, in 10 words or less, tell me the best place in the continental united states that you've ever been. Unless you're also offering plane tickets and lodging for us ;-)

:-)

The Road Less Traveled

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We're here in Rock Springs, about 150 miles from the Gathering and we have newly updated information about the Gathering location.

Oh boy.

It looks like we'll be headed in on a 40 mile long gravel road with a max safe speed of about 20 mph...for cars.
In reasonable consideration that is likely to be closer to 10mph (4 hours) for our RV.
Once we find the parking location, it is rumored to be a 3 hour hike to the campsites.
This changes a lot of things.

First, a 3 hour hike for an able bodied adult is not a three hour hike for a family of four, complete with infant.

Second, a three hour hike from our RV to the Gathering means we will not be camping on our RV during the gathering if we would like to take part in the Gathering. We will have to tent camp on site at Kid-Village. This means, we are not supplied properly and we will have to take our family and three weeks of camping supplies on that 3 hour hike.

It looks like we are going to be held up here in Rock Springs for at least a day trying to gather supplies and plan. We will then have to hit the road early in the morning because we will have 6+ hours of driving because of road conditions. We will then be camping in the Gathering parking area because we will need to plan for a whole day's hike and will need to begin first thing in the morning, not late in the day after a whole day of driving.

Looks like we could still be 3 days from reaching the Gathering.

The good news is that at last count there were already over a thousand people and 5 kitchens running already at the Gathering. The Magic Hat was passed for the first time a few days ago.
We are excited and can hardly wait!

Once we do arrive we will be out of cell phone and internet range. Jeff will be hitching out to town every few days to check work, emails, etc. and I will send a post or two with him each time, but will likely have some periods of being incommunicado over the next two to three weeks.

What an adventure!!

Today we are looking into turning a kids wagon into a cart for one of our dogs to help pull some of our load up the trail. Seems that my background in dog training combined with Jeff's carpentry skills and two Great Pyrenese may be just the ticket.

This picture shows the wrong kind of cart, but I couldn't find a good picture with the right kind of cart and dog breed. Here is a pair of Pyrenees pulling a cart. Cart Pulling is the purpose of more than one breed, and a competitive sport to boot!

Attack of the Hungclumhorn Cows!

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After roughly 9 hours in the auto parts store parking lot we limped out of town in the direction of the border, newly filled with a gasoline additive to counter any bad gas that may have been the trouble, and armed with high hopes and will of steel.

Our engine miss-fired and back-fired the whole way, but we made it, sometimes keeping up a speed of 55 mph (always our top speed for gas conservation) and sometimes at a whopping 25 mph when the engine was really bogging down.
The trouble was intermittent and our spirits were high as we joked about racing the working Caterpillar...and lost. ;-p

Just over the border, in Baggs, WY, we stopped again to fill with higher octane gas and buy a new distributor cap. Another hour in a parking lot and we were all changed up and hit the road again.

I can't say that everything was fixed, but we were able to keep a nice 55mph speed the whole way to Rock Springs, WY.
Just shy of Rock Springs the kids woke up from their very late naps and we decided to pull over in the rest area to stretch, play and have some dinner.

Except for the big rigs in another area, we had the large rest stop to ourselves. Okay, we did share it will a small community of prairie dogs ;-)

Quinn and Neeka ran and played, and ran some more, while Jeff and I took a breather and built Quinn's kite. They spent the longest time playing some game that made them both fall down in fits of squealing laughter, but to us looked like a game of throwing a baby doll in the air and watching it crash to the ground.

Turns out it was a "fighter baby" who was protecting us from "Wood hauler hungclumhorn cows." I'm wondering if you're laughing as hard as I was when I got the story.

This week Quinn has had more education that I think I received in my entire school career.
We've had lessons in everything from civil war to food production, business to geology and geometry. I suspect the discussion about big horn sheep and long horn cattle had something to do with their funny game. At five years old, Quinn is reading, writing and explaining the difference between pastured, organically raised animals and feed-lot animals to strangers. A couple of weeks ago I got the opportunity to explain the process and necessity of multiplication to a five year old. The response: Can I learn multipliplation? Awesome. I'm feeling pretty confident in this homeschooling thing ;-)

After we had the kite assembled, I moved on to Furminating our yetis and Jeff went inside to whip up dinner. As the landscape was filled with 6x6 inch balls of fur and my doggies started to look more like dogs than yetis, Jeff called dinner.
The sun was going down and we began to appreciate the Wyoming landscape a little more as we ate a yummy meal of bison patties topped with huevos rancheros. Sounds weird, but it's so good! Broccoli and bell pepper hash on the side and you've got yourself a pretty filling, healthy, tasty meal on the road.

We cleaned up and the Quinn and Neeka went back to playing with the imaginary hungclumhorn cows who were now clashing with hunghorn sheep as the fighting baby had been defeated by a tumble from the top of a rock formation that Quinn had scaled. LOL
We never did get to flying the kite :-p

We buckled the kiddos into their carseats and hit the road toward Rock Springs. We thought we would try to push through while the kids slept, but exhausted as we approached Rock Springs we decided to camp for the night and re-supply in the morning.