We're in Florida... beautiful... sunshine....
In the arms of a beautiful family in the process of lifting us up...
stoking the fires of our souls
and just generally feeding the healing
Giving us the place and the space to let it all make sense
I can feel the fire in my belly catching... promising to roll...
light the world...
In fact... all my tearful prayers are being answered with calls from
friends miles away and right near by...
It seems that my inability to ask for help was ignored and help has
sought us out...
Such a beautiful world...
filled with answers...
even for the soul's desire...
I have so much to share. It's coming. I'm understanding more each day...
feeling myself again...
xoxo
3 comments:
It's kinda sad to see your blog devolve from a spirit of adventure and wanderlust to cryptic statements, promised photos and explanations. I hope whatever black clouds have been chasing you are blown away in Florida, and your hope and spirit are reinvigorated.
I wish you the best of luck as you continue your journeys.
Steve
What Steve said. I loved your early blog entries and wonder how things got so dark so fast. What was originally a daring experiment of interest to everyone seems to have become a series of encoded pleas for help to those who know you and can read between the lines.
I also hope your luck improves and spirit of adventure returns to you!
There are always bumps on the road of life. Sometimes too we discover things about ourselves later on. My Dad has seasonal affective disorder -- depressed in the winter, manic in the summer -- but it took years to identify. I'm just using that as an example.
Maybe you will find that life on the road is not for you -- in fact, you say in your profile that you plan to get to a homestead in Vermont.
There's nothing wrong with trying out an adventure and seeing where it leads and being open to something else.
I was sensing like Steve said that things were getting very cryptic. It seemed it was meant only for special people to understand -- and I got to wondering why I am reading this blog, if it's meant to be private! But I'm still here.
Do what is best for yourself and your family. I hope you choose the life you want to live, whatever that is.
kate
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